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October 21 Update |
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October 21, 2008
Hello Everyone,
There isn't enough love in the whole world to convey how much your letters and emails mean to me. Just that you all think of me and take the time to write. I feel very loved, very fortunate and very cared about.
I am sleeping about 16-18 hours a day. The Dr's think that that is appropriate and will begin to change soon. (I hope they don't mean 24 hrs a day). Anyway 16 hrs a day of sleeping, then 3 hrs in makeup, hair, and nails doesn't leave much time to pick out an outfit, much less keep up with fan mail. Hey....maybe I'm not tired because of disease. Maybe I'm exhausted simply because I'm being me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Went to see the Doc last week. As you know I cannot do the treatment. However, in the months I was doing it my T-cells went up to 1259 (This is good. The highest they have been in 20 years) and there was no change in my HIV viral load (still non detectable). MY HepC viral load went up but that was to be expected with the two hospitalizations (July and September) and stopping the treatment.
So, it has been long enough and all the paperwork is in progress for me to begin seeing some new specialists up at UCSF. Their Dr's are in touch with my Dr. etc......We are going for the gusto kids. Enough is enough. Anything is possible....anything.......that is the essence of faith.
Sometimes when I am feeling down I just think "wow" somewhere in the universe there is a fabulous me that is back to normal and my agreement that I AM THAT is its structure for fulfillment on this dimension. Then I realize it's on its way to me.
I really miss my clients. The other day I went in and sat in my office and before I knew it I was crying thinking of all of those years of deep sharing and silly laughter and remarkable breakthrough. I guess I miss being with everyone. So when I get sad I just remember God has me in the palm of her hands and I remember precisely the day I made my conscious choice to hand my life and will over to the care of God as I knew IT, and I remember that Life is never over....never.........
I really do miss everyone. If those walls could talk.
And thanks to everyone who made it to the healing circle. It was very powerful for me. Ross my teacher was here and led it and as always it is a Divine moment when I am the focus of his work. 28 years ago He woke me from the darkness and gave me my life back and he has never stopped. The thousands who have benefited from me have done so because of him.
And to everyone....I Love You....I Do. I am so blessed to be able to feel this much love for community, friends and clients. No matter what happens, however it ends or whatever comes next, I can say "I Loved Them All, the Best I Could, even when I didn't know how". Now thats pretty cool to be able to say . . .
I LOVE YOU TONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Blissings,
Matt
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