April 13, 2009

I hope this finds you feeling vital and alive.

I apologize for the lapse in communication. I have been stalling in my communications with you all because of the nature of it. Even now while I am writing I find myself wanting to stop.

I have been Diagnosed with Parkinson's disease. I have gotten second opinions and they are all the same.

I am trying different medications to control the trembling and shaking. Even keeping my fingers on the keys to the computer is a task. I Love my body and I know in my soul that something good will come out of this, but for now I need to allow the process to occur and know that it does not define me.

Gregg has been as always a true and mighty angel, man, partner and inspiration. He is working from 9am to 11pm almost every day and still finds the time to get things done. He's a miracle.

I want to thank all of you for your emails and cards. They mean a great deal to me. And for those of you who have found it in your heart to contribute monetarily, I want you to know that you have literally made it possible for us to squeeze by each month.

The doctors and I are working to get the physical symptoms to ease up in order for me to begin seeing clients again. That may or may not happen. It would be difficult to see clients while I am not in control of my body.  But right now it would be out of the question short of a miracle, and you all know I am open for that.

So as my body trembles and my right foot swings in front of my left foot and trips me without warning, I still declare that:

"I AM, AND WHO I AM IS THE POTENTIAL AND FULFILLMENT OF BEING STRONG IN SPIRIT AND HEALED IN MY HEART AND BODY REGARDLESS OF THE EVIDENCE".

I Love you all very much . . . I miss my clients immensely.

Blissings,
Matt